Catherine Boyd: You took Albert Einstein for a ride on
that thing?
Ed Walters: Sure.
Catherine Boyd: Well, don't ever do that again!
Ed Walters: Come on. He loved it. He went Wahoo.
Catherine Boyd: Wahoo?
Ed Walters: When's the last time he said Wahoo?
Catherine Boyd: Well, I'm sure I don't know.
Ed Walters: When's the last time *you* said Wahoo?
Catherine Boyd: Well, I'm *sure* I don't know.
Catherine Boyd: Well, I'm *sure* I don't know.
-I.Q. movie
Earlier this year we traded in my beloved SUV that was dying for a car. I
have been a little unsure about this car. (I was unsure about the SUV at first too.
I don’t like change, people!) We chose this kind car for the safety. I have to
take large hills to work and this has AWD to get me where I need to go.
Beyond the practical, I admit it’s fun to drive. It has lots
of gadgets, seat warmers, and a sunroof. Beside our home, it might be the
loveliest thing we own.
But it’s hard for me to think of owning nice things. Isn’t
being excited about tangible things a sin? Most days, when I get in the car,
this is where my mind goes: It’s just a
car, Becca. It takes you where you need to go. Don’t be happy about it in any way.
Something happened to me last Friday though. I was coming
home after working from Panera Bread, and I decided to open the sunroof all the
way. I turned up the music and started singing at the top of my lungs. I was
inches away from sticking my hand straight out of the sunroof at a stoplight. I
sounded ridiculous, and I looked ridiculous (at least as it goes in my book).
The light turned green, and I hit the gas pedal. The engine
revved, and I felt my heart swell. I heard the Voice. My God saying, “Drink
deeply of the joy, my child.” Even now, thinking of that moment leaves me
breathless.
I don't drink deeply.
I let fear, pride, and confusion wrestle joy out of me
over and over. I don’t ever use the word happy. Ever. But some moments just
lend themselves to happiness. It’s not meant to last forever but just. Enjoy.
The moment.
Tell God "thank you." Kiss your loved ones. Throw your hands
in the air and say, “Wahoo!” Sing Weezer’s “Pork and Beans” song at the top of
your lungs. Move your hips side to side if you want to. That’s what Kyla did at
two years old, when she heard a Weezer song.
God is not absent in these moments. He’s there too. Why
can’t we picture Him smiling with us? He might even be singing along too. We
know that He sings over us. Revel in His delight in your delight over His gifts
and His presence.
This is all part of the abundant life. And it’s really not
about the things. But it is about our acknowledgement that every good and
perfect gift, whether it’s a need fulfilled or something just plain for the
fun, is from God. It’s not earned. It’s given. We are beckoned to take and
receive and rejoice.
A few months ago my brother posted a link about common wrong views people have about God. I said something under the article about how freeing the article is. Well, a woman who is an acquaintance of mine got on
there and CAP LOCK YELLED at me. She hollered about how all we talk about is
God’s love and what about His wrath and His justice? To which I replied that
she was accusing us of focusing on a couple of God’s attributes while she was
doing the same, and that of course God is so much more than that. The article
wasn’t meant to be exhaustive related to who God is. More CAP LOCK YELLING ensued
to the point where I was informed that God’s favor came upon Jesus at His
baptism because of what He did when He was a
child, not who He is as the Son.
I ended my side of the conversation then. And….commence
closing laptop now.
Nope. God doesn’t gift us because of what we have done. He
gives freely with no prerequisite and no expectation afterward. But when we see
who He is, what He has done, we can’t help but worship and respond to Him out
of those things. We even learn more about who we are and where He is working in
our lives. He does all of this for us.
When He said, “Drink deeply” that morning, He loosed the
chains on my heart. He set right the lies I believed. He brought the gift of
joy and His truth to replace wrong beliefs. He put me at ease.
He has and is doing this in many other ways in my life.
In broken places I never thought could be put back together this side of eternity.
In ways I never, ever thought could happen.
Yet, here He is speaking. Loving, reveling in me and with
me.
Our (parent church) pastor’s wife asks over and over, “Who
gets to live like this?” She’s not asking this because her life is rosy. She’s
asking because God has awakened her to His presence and His gifts in the midst
of difficulties. I happen to know some of her difficulties. It’s not all
sunshine and roses. But it is God giving joy and hope in dark, scary places.
This is the good news, friends. Eternal life—true, abundant
life—is a gift and it starts now. Not when Jesus shows up again and “rewards” people
for what they have (or have not) done. That is in the Bible but that’s not all
we have. It’s not all we cling to in the day to day. We don’t have some day,
some later time when we’re allowed to be happy. He’s not telling us to wait
until the end of this age to actually enjoy something.
He’s giving us moments at stoplights. He’s giving us little
baby giggles that piece my heart back together after loss. He’s giving us
ooey-gooey, fat-filled s’mores, drives into the mountains, and moments of throwing our head
back in an all-out belly laugh. (I once got shushed for laughing like that on a
camping trip. Apparently, it wasn’t refined behavior for a godly woman.)
I’m going “wahoo.” I’m throwing my hands up and letting the
Wind—the Spirit—blow past me on the open road.
When was the last time you went “wahoo?” Have you ever?
This is your permission. As
a child of the One who gives “wahoos,” I want you to know you can take and drink deeply of
His joy today. Who gets to live like this? We do.
1 comment:
Shushed no more. Be the Wahoo you want to see in the world. <3
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