I remember you. Both of you.
I never held you in my arms but you’re always in my heart. After all, I am your mom.
We didn’t have much time together but the days we did have changed my life. Losing you did too.
Today, Grandma sent me a necklace with your names engraved inside the heart. That’s exactly how it feels.
I wish I could hold you right now but I know that’s not possible. So I continue to trust the One who can.
He knows my mama heart for you. He knows you better than I ever did. I like to think that our names are engraved side by side on His hands.
For now, I remember you. Both of you. By the wearing of a necklace and by opening my heart.
To grief. To love. To hope. To courage.
Caleb Keegan and Connor David, I love you.